Yeah , i hate it when i find myself falling and failing . Its too soon for me to let out this
cause i have yet think much . but i do wanna post and let it out so my heart feel much more
lighter . My babes saw you . and im shocked with your response . hahah . i myself dont know why in
the hell am i laughing ok . seems like your buddies arent happy with my 2 babes huh ? staring and looking at
them in that kind of way . you told me you would text me for further news and replies . i waited and waited but you didnt . i wasnt waiting for ya reply for the matter but also more . nevermind , i dont wanna be a
selfish girl . like i said im holding too much burden for being like this . and i cant take the feeling of guilt .
it has always been you the good side one , the caring one , the loving one . i love and treasure that truckloads but i cant express it . hmms , maybe lets forget about all the upcoming events ? i dont wanna be  aburden to you . i dont wanna make myself like a selfish bitch at the end of the day to you . when i cant accept , i failed myself . and i hate it . please dont make me do that , im begging . I'm sorry and thanks .




oh scratch that , i find it like a farewell post . hahahah -_-'

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